i wish you well

pray for those who curse you and do good for those who mistreat you.. i learned from my past even though i never get an answer from it. yes, i hurted so bad. yes, they are heartbreaker. yes, you can weep my dear. ever wish that my life was in the fairy tales, everyone is nice and kind, bad guy will go away and the witches will gone after their missions. perhaps, they live happily ever after... opened my eyes, i'm still standing in this scene, but luckily i'm still here. i'll pay back what we owned you. pls take it from me...

the changing of seasons 1

like to stand at the eerie silence street at 6.30 morning when all the lights were off, dark gray sky explain everything for me. yes, i'm the girl who stand on the empty street, singing on casual song and gone before the eye of heaven come out. did you saw that swimming pool? there was a girl swimming at the wee hours. Let me tell you why i was there...the water is very warm, i felt like hugging by my mom, telling me that the bed bugs do not bite during the night~close your eyes and sleep tight. This is my life, don't feel that i'm a freak cos i am. Again, sitting at the wide balcony, staring at the sky(just like a star across my sky) all by myself. you'll able to find me there anytime cos i always there for the wide sky. Don't ask me why i'm there. i just love to stay at the balcony. chapter 2 verse 1, a lady sitting with 2 boys starting from midnight till the next morning. I guess they were too bored. playing poker cards for hours, that's nut. welll, come and join us, i'll show you where is the fun and humour exist. still pondering? you'll be our buddy i promise :) chapter 5 verse 7, laughing crazily alone during a walk. a little story could make her laugh like found the heaven's door. But let me tell you, i did found the heaven's door but i could not in. it just a laugh a smile, don't get too curious with me. it's just a true laugh from my heart, doesn't bring any meanings. chapter 10 verse 2..... weep again in the dark corner. hoping no one was around before i stop this. i don't understand what had happened to me...the tears just rolled down themself, i don't know why and i just let them. mb i'm too lost,i lost my own way to go home...but where is my home? is that really my home? where should i go? grandma...are you around? i miss you...... --> to be continue