Friday, March 28, 2008

hot hot so delicious

i spent two days at kedah..qing ming..1 word to describe my feeling at here, hot!!!!! what's wrong with this state huh? hot and dry..my hairs are wilted even my skin..oh shit!! i need some moisture to make me alive.. anyway..i love this place,it's my hometown,,a place where all my childhood memories lied

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

my last sense


"dong"~"dong"~"dong"..it's 12 now,it's the time to go home now..bye my lovely sista..bye everyone..bye penang!!! felt extremely weird now, i don't even know what to do next..i lost my mind, i'm scared..i am frustrated or frustrating? i never know that forgo everything is that hard..again and again..my heart is bleeding..went back home again,this time gonna pack up and leave again..say good bye to all my friends~can't say when i'll be there again,it's the time to turn around,turn my back on and everything~i'm a mobile

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

kedah-penang and some said butterworth








my life journey started since feb 5 till now,mac 19..and i have to keep going on for one more week..after this i have to write a perfect ending for the story and let go everything include hapiness,sadness,emptiness,craziness,madness,my love and all the lovey-dovey pieces..don't ask me why i have to let go everything..i jz have to!! this is the only way..so that i won't get so hurt :( every single memory costed me dearly..i'm too happy to be at here,i learned a lot..i'm not alone...i scared to back to the reality,cinderella used to back to the reality at 12a.m too, next week would be the 12 o'clock and I will back to my own sit, prepare for the next journey-single trip

p/s: agirl,if and only if you are reading this blog.,i just wanna tell you that i will eat alot when emptiness lay inside my heart while the moment when i feel sad..i'll eat even faster :P i love you,my sweet sista

Monday, March 10, 2008

with my tireness and laziness again,i write this post....something great happened through these days.i think everyone would be amazed by my news..i'm getting married!!!no..absolutely not such news :p it jz..nothing..nothing special..forget about it... one more thing before i left, mb i lost contact with you guys..but seriously from the bottom of my heart...all of you always in my mind..i miss you guys..my lovely friends!!! muacks~