miseries

i'm scared...in the sober way..my mind is too clear to think, my heart is warm as it ever does, every single sound would blew me away..i'm insecure, i'm hurted. someone tells me that it would be okay soon, when is it? i can't wait! there was a face beyond those clouds, was that my grandpa? i cant recall anything besides the smile, i need you...where are you? i wanna go with you, take me away cos i wanted to. ohm,ohm,ohhhm....it will be okay,,hope so

sulky

i stuck in the middle of the road, hoping for some warmth that could blew me away. i love the mist as i recall...but why the fear come along with my favourite? i thought i am the ashley that i used to know...i confused...deranged along my life...who am i? pls, take me away..forever and ever..luv you grandma